I cried again as I read yet another social media post by a caregiving spouse whose husband just died from ALS.
ALS kills someone every 90 minutes, and I’ve made online connections with many caregivers, which means I frequently read of somebody’s loss.
I cry hardest when another mom with young children loses her partner. How will she navigate on her own? How will losing a parent at such a young age affect the kids?
These are questions I’ve asked myself for the last decade since my husband was diagnosed with the disease when our children were just 9 months and 4 years old.
The disease is so varied, and all caregivers come at this from different places in life.
The family living with ALS with young kids still at home has a different experience than those who have already launched their kids into the world.
I also feel a particular kinship with other wives whose husbands were diagnosed on the younger end of the spectrum and with those whose partners have slow progression.
ALS almost feels like different diseases depending on whether the progression is fast or slow. Those with fast progression have trouble managing the constant changes and can’t keep up with getting necessary equipment. Those with slow progression need to find endurance for a marathon of decline.
There are other ways we could divide the big ALS umbrella to find commonalities in subgroups.
For some, the disease starts with the bulbar, while others become paralyzed before breathing and speech are severely affected. Dealing with communication challenges is one type of difficulty, and dealing with mobility issues is another beast.
Another subgroup consists of those who care for someone with a ventilator, providing the intensive care needed.
All ALS is hard, but it is hard in different ways for everyone.
The one thing we all have in common is grief. We have all lost dreams, and unless there is effective treatment soon, we will lose our loved ones.
It’s tough to be part of a community that is always grieving, and yet I’m compelled to pop in daily on the various online groups that I’ve joined, all with the initials ALS in the title.
I get ideas from others of ways to manage Todd’s health and how to practically and mentally prepare for what lies ahead. And I weigh in with comments, sharing what we’ve learned.
People who’ve been hit with ALS are my people. It’s a community no one wants to be a member of, but I’m glad we have each other.
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