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Loss of all control
As a man, controlling my environment, has been a useful and powerful tool in my life. I believed that I could control certain things and that it was ok to do so.
One of my first heated encounters, with my mother in law, she spurted out, “You are so controlling.” It was a shock. I didn’t think that what I did or the way I acted, effected others.
Since then, I have worked on my, mentally controlling others and situations. Today, I now deal with my loss of control of my physical control. My wife and I watched a ALS documentary last night. (Note: on one of my last posts, I said I try not to watch them). The pALS says, “I feel like I loose something every day.” My wife looked at me. I have been saying this since before the “idea of ALS,” was on the table.i admit today, that I must deal with the fact that I have even less control of my life land that is ok, for now, because I have a quiet peace.
“Control. Now I’m all grown up..” J.J.
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